Photo Essay: Forbidden Desires

The blade of your hand carves a portal out of steam,
the two of us like boys behind frosted glass
who wave goodbye while a car shoves off
into winter.

ForbiddenDesires is a series which was posted on Instagram before the 377 judgment. The series aimed to normalise same-sex intimacy, and portray homosexual couple as ‘normal’ as anyone else, contrary to what people believe.

How long will the bed that we made together
hold us there?

Your stubbled cheeks grazed my skin
from evening to dawn, a cloud of scattered
particles now, islands of shaving foam
slowly spiraling down the drain, blood drops
stippling the water pink as I kiss the back of your neck,
our faces framed inside
a medicine cabinet mirror.

The blade of your hand carves a portal out of steam,
the two of us like boys behind frosted glass
who wave goodbye while a car shoves off
into winter.

All that went unnoticed
till now — empty cups of coffee stacked up
in the sink, the neighborhood kids
up to their necks in mounds of autumn leaves.

How months on a kitchen calendar drop
like frozen flies, the flu season at its peak
followed by a train of magic-markered
xxx’s — nights we’d spend apart.

Death must work
that way, a string of long distance calls
that only gets through to the sound of your voice
on our machine, my heart’s mute confession
screened out.

How long before we turn away
from flowers altogether, your blind hand
reaching past our bedridden shoulders
to hit that digital alarm at delayed
intervals — till you shut it off completely.

Poetry: Winter by Timothy Liu
Featuring: Saatvik Singhania-Rehani and Sukamal Das.
Captured by: Raqeeb 

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